Happy anniversary

Sighless, loss in my own smile. i could have slept. Times keep moving slowly and the tic toc sounds was tingling in my ears. i ve been waiting and counting hours. it doesn't take that long. I need half more hours to say something. It is not kind of celebration. it just a saying. I am not gonna say good nite or i love u. I just wanna say "Happy anniversary" . Thanks for the unconditional love. For everything that we ve been through for years. We fight, we hurt, we cry, we hate, we have lots of problems. but i am sure we love each other still. I dnt know, would it be everlasting? the point is right here and right now, i stand up still with the feeling. It is warm and lovely. It almost gone, but i would not let it go.